Fallen Angel Fan Fiction Chapters 7&8

Chapter 7 Kellic

Jen’s POV 

Andy and I find our way past screaming fans to the back of the main stage. Oliver opens with “Chelsea’s Smile” and then goes right into new hit single “Drown”. As the set goes on all of a sudden I heard a voice say “Hey! how much did we miss?” I turned around and I am daring into the eyes of Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens and Vic Fuentes of Pierce the Veil. I just stared there with my mouth open and the biggest dorky smile on my face while just trying to keep my cool. “This is Jen” Andy introduced me to the guys. “yeah…Im Jen…sorry I’m being such a fan girl I just really like both of your bands.” I said feeling my face turn scarlet again. Then they all went quiet and watched Oli scream “We will never sleep because sleepings for the weak and we will never rest till we’re all fucking dead”! Hearing the crowd chant it back must feel pretty awesome to them knowing how much the music impacts every fans life. And then the stage went dark even though it was still pretty bright outside, I could tell they did a black out on the set. The intro music for “Shadow Moses” starts and you can hear the crowd going nuts! “Can you tell from the look in our eyes”? and the crowd sings back “we’re going nowhere”! “We live our lives and we’re ready to die!” Next thing I know Oli has run off stage right as the heavy guitar solos kick in and grabs me and brings me on stage with him. “This is my neew friend Jen!” Oli screams “After this tour you all are going to know her name! Thats right.” Oli whispers into my ear and Im going no way no way. But with encouragement here we go. I take the mic and start singing “Can you tell from the look in our eyes?”! The crowd was going crazy as I sang every line and the guitars went wild. Then came my favorite part where we all yelled “THIS IS SEPTITERNAL!”

Andy’s POV

Man she has some talent I am thinking to myself as I watch Jen having the time of her life on stage with Oli. She is beautiful , and then Im busted. “Andy?…Andy? Hey lover boy!” “What? oh hey what do you I want Im busy?” I replied to Vic. Apparently he was trying to get my attention. “Why is she hanging out with you guys? Shouldn’t she be with her friends in the crowd?” Vic asked. I told him what I told Austin and Oliver. “She is a fallen angel and I want to help her turn her life around. And now that we know she can sing, Jen is definitely not going anywhere, besides she doesn’t have a place to go back to.” I said. Man she can sing! I just can not get over that. “Well man as along as you are happy. I can see that you are already falling for her.” Kellin said and fake punched me in the arm. She is beautiful behind all those scars and I am going to help her see it. I was thinking to myself and the song ended and the crowd was screaming and cheering and Jen was beaming from ear to ear waving at everybody that she could. She took one final bow and one final wave and I watched her run off stage and I was waiting for her with my arms open wide. 

Jen’s POV

As the song ended my whole body was shaking. I waved to everyone and bowed and ran off stage right into Andy’s awaiting hug. “I can’t believe I just did that!” I squealed! “You were amazing!” Andy said and I noticed his cheeks flush a little red. Vic walked up to me and said “Hey Jen can I talk to you for a minute?” “Yeah sure.” Oh my Vic wants to talk to me?! I walk over trying to act all casual. “I was wondering if you would like to join me on our set today when I sing “Hold On Till May” and I think you would be a really great fit for the song for us.” My eyes lit up and slightly filled with tears and I smiled. “I would love to! You really don’t know how much that song means to me. That song gives me hope to try to hang in there for just another year longer. Of course I would love to join you!” Vic gave me a big hug and told me everything is going to work out and that after today I will never have to worry about holding on till next May and that from here on out my life is going to get better.  As I am trying to pull myself back together others from the bands are coming up to me to congratulate me on my performance. “Man you have got some lung power!” Exclaimed Oliver who still seemed out of breath. “Hey guys I got a text from Alex that said whoever wants to meet him and Jack inside the theme park and chill out and escape the fans for a bit to meet them inside. “ALEX AND JACK FROM ALL TIME LOW!!!!!?” I said all excited and they all nodded yes. I still can’t believe this is actually happening, I am still waiting to wake up from this crazy dream. Vic and Kellin skip off together holding hands. “Oh shit!” I said laughing. “What’s wrong?” Andy asked me. “Kellic is real?” I said and couldn’t stop laughing. “Come on! Laughed Andy, we all have band member “Shipped” relationships.  After that remark we made our way to the theme park entrance and I started to get to know the guys. I felt so special and I felt like I didn’t deserve all this attention but I just went along with it. Just because I know it will be all over by the end of the day and tomorrow I will just be some girl to them. 

 

 

Chapter 8: Weightless

“Ok its time to have some fun!” Yells Vic, as the guys figure out what they all want to ride and what they want to go on first I just stood there and laughed as they kind of argued. “How about the Man of Steel?” shouted Oliver. The guys were silent “Unless you sissies can’t handle it!” Oli continued and I laughed because Vic looked a little uneasy. When we reached the Man of Steel Jack and Alex were waiting for us. “Wow you are the girl with the beautiful eyes” Alex said to me. I smiled and could not believe it! “You remembered me?” “I would remember those eyes anywhere” Alex said back to me. It was a few years ago I saw All Time Low in concert and won passes to go to their meet and greet and Alex told me that day that I had beautiful eyes. 

The line was getting super long and in the passing time the guys took a few pictures with some fans who couldn’t go to warped. While we were in line Andy asks me “Do you have your passport?” I nodded my head yes. I brought it just because and so I can get out of here whether it is by hitch hiking or whatever. “Just making sure incase we go out of the country on tour we won’t have to worry about getting you one.” Andy explained to me. Going on tour? Is he saying what I think he’s saying? “Why are you taking me in like this?”I asked Andy no kind of feeling like I am just going to be extra baggage for them. Andy looked at me and said “We want to help you get a better life and you showed us that you are freaking talented and we need to get that amazing voice in the studio. Now throughout the rest of the tour different bands are interested in you singing with them, me especially.” I looked at Andy and just leaned in and gave him a giant hug. We have finally gotten to the gates to get on the coaster. I notice that Austin is skipping out on this one. “aren’t you coming on?” I asked him. “You know how I have issues with my heart?” I nodded yes “Well I have to be careful with what kind of things I do to help it from not triggering it” Austin said. “Have fun on this one I heard that Andy hates roller coasters so be sure to hold his had” He laughs and goes to find a spot to sit down. The coaster cars pull up. Kellin and Oliver in the front car, Jack and Alex behind and then Andy and I. Following behind us Vic and Mike and then Tony, and Jaime!. The cars take off and we start going up the 400ft 90 degree slope. I am kind of freaking out a little bit. I can do coasters but this one might be a little extreme! And next thing I know we are flying down the hill. In about 45 seconds the ride was all over with. “I waited 45 minutes in line for a 30 second ride?” Vic complained. “Time for bumper cars!” Yelled Andy. “Told ya so” Austin said to me with a smirk on his face. 

We made our way to the bumper cars and Vic came up to me and said “Man you can scream and sing! What else can you do that we don’t know about?” I blushed and smiled and just tried to shrug it off. “Just one question though, why are all of you guys interested in having me on tour? I mean there are plenty of other fans with scars and stories like me out in these crowds. What is so special about me?” I ask Vic as we are walking to the next ride. “Andy saw something special in you and that sparkle in your eyes.” Vic said back to me with a smile. There a lot of people at the park and I feel my social anxiety flare up a little bit so I got a little closer to Andy and tried to hide myself a little bit. Some girls recognize Jack and Alex and ask for some pictures. Alex didn’t look so hot after we came off the coaster and confessed that going on that ride with a hangover probably was not the smartest idea. Alex had his acoustic guitar with him and a few of the girls asked if he would play a few songs after we were done with the bumper cars. We are going to meet them by the gazebo after we get off the ride. All the guys get their own car and get as close to one another as possible and we are off! All the swear words in the book are said as they ram into each other and block each other in. Vic, Andy, and Kellin all gang up on me and I am trapped! It was so much fun! The ride stops and we get out of the cars. Andy looks at me and says “Show time baby!” And we took off towards the gazebos. 

June 23, 2016 by Elizabeth Maier

Fallen Angel Fan Fiction Chapter 6

Hey Guys! Im so sorry I have barely posted. I unfortunately have lost my notebook where I put chapter 5. So a quick rundown on what happens is this.

Jen meets Andy on the way to go watch Of Mice and Men and Andy invites Jen to watch backstage with him. Andy grabs Jen an all access pass and gives her the best day of her life and months to come! Chapter 6 picks up here! Enjoy!

 

Chapter 6: Shadow Moses

Austin walked off stage after they finished with playing “Would you still be there” “WOW you guys were AMAZING!” I squealed. “Jen, this is Alan” Austin said. Oh ym goodness its Alan Ashby!!! Lead vocalist and a beautiful ginger haired mess. “Whats up? Nice to meet you” Alan said. “Hi!” I said as I flushed red. “You know its ok if you get excited being around us. We understand you love us and our music” Andy said and smiled. “You don’t have to pretend to act all cool, I mean hell! We even get excited when we meet our idols that we grew up listening to.” Andy continued on to say. “I just don’t want to seem like other fan girls” I replied. “Well guys and gal we have one hour before Bring Me The Horizon takes the stage, how about we all go back to our bus and chill out?” Austin said. My eyes widened and I looked at Andy then Austin with a huge grin on my face. So we took a small walk along a line of busses. I just could not wipe the smile off my face. I enjoyed the walk and took it all in. We walk into their bus and it looks like your regular RV type of bus. But with guitars all over, an XBOX and a living room with a TV. A kitchenette  but a sink full of liquor bottles. “Party central huh?” I said. “I guess you can say that haha, sit down make yourself at home. You play Call of Duty?” Austin said. “sorry I don’t play video games” I replied back. “you’ll learn” Andy said and grinned. The guys sat down and grabbed the remote controllers and sit down on the couches. I found a seat in a bean bag chair and then I found myself drifting off into a deep sleep.

Andy’s POV

“Man she is beautiful” I sighed. I watch Jen as she is sleeping in the big bean bag chair. “I just saw here in the crowd walking towards me. She looked nervous she looked like she was lost. She got right in front of me and just looked at me. She didn’t scream in excitement or anything. She just smiled at me. Everybody around me I didn’t even see, I was so focused on her.”I said. “Wow she’s gotten to you that much already?” Austin said in kind of a surprised tone. “Why get attached to her when after today you’re never going to see here again?”Austin said after a long pause. “Well…” I started. “Im going to ask her to come with us. I want to help save her from her past. I want to give her a new start.” I replied. “Damn she went through hell” As Austin looked over at Jen noticing her scars all over her legs and arms. “I wonder what could have been so bad.” he said. “I want to find that out myself too” I said. All of a sudden there was a knock on the bus door. Oli walks through the door. “Hey Austin, can we borrow a guitar for our set?” “Yeah no problem. Make your pick”, as he made a gesture to all the guitars laying around the bus. “Who’s the brunette?” Oli asked. “Her name is Jen” I said with a smile on my face because I couldn’t stop looking at her. “Andy found a new girlfriend” Austin said mocking me a little bit. “Andy wants to bring her on the rest of the tour with all of us.” Austin continued on to say. “Why would you think you could get away with that? She most likely has a family back home!” Oli said to me in almost a disappointed parent tone of voice. “Look in her backpack its full of clothes, a toothbrush, money, a few pictures. This clearly looks like she wasn’t planning on going back home.” I said in a defensive tone. “Oh shit man. It looks like the poor girl has been through hell.” Oli said in a real sympathetic tone. He grabbed a guitar and a beer out of the fridge and said “see ya blokes back stage”As the rest of the guys got up and turned the TV off I walked over to the chair where Jen slept and gently rubbed her arm. “Oh…hey…” she said. “Did an hour go by so quickly?” “Yeah” I said. “You can stay here and sleep if you are tired and want to rest up or you can come with me to watch Bring Me The Horizon” I said  because she looked so peaceful I didn’t want to make her do anything that she maybe not would have wanted to do. She said “Lets get going I wouldn’t miss them even if I had one hour of sleep in twenty four hours.” I helped her up and we left the bus. 

June 22, 2016 by Elizabeth Maier

Discovering Myself.

The Plan

Entering my senior year of high school the big decision came to start deciding “What do I want to be when I grow up?” Ever since I was little I had big plans for myself. I was going to be fireman, a baseball player, a crime scene investigator, a forensic scientist. But when I started working on the morning news for Webster Thomas High School, thats what I was going to do. Broadcasting being on TV! I had made up my mind. I started looking at schools that offered great media studies programs and fell in love with SUNY OSWEGO. There was just one down fall though, I struggled a lot in high school. My parents and I sat down and talked my future over. I had done a shadow at 13WHAM News with Jennifer Johnson and I was set for wanting to go into broadcasting. Since I did struggle in school my grades were not going to get me into any SUNY school right away. We decided that I would apply to Monroe Community College and start off there and do a 2+2 program, and apply to SUNY OSWEGO and another college or staring my second year of college. The plan was made and all I had to focus on was graduating high school.

 

College Life

Summer of 2014 and I got offered to take a summer math class. I started my first bit of college in the start of July. It was a flex paced math course that would get me into the one math class I would need to take care of my math credits. The course went by fast and I passed with an A. But this course was a non credit math class and the grade did not count towards my GPA. September rolled around and I was excited and also very nervous. I didn’t know anybody going there at all. I was taking only a few classes. I was taking business math, stress management, introduction to college studies, and non credit english. Not bad for a light course load first semester. The classes were going pretty well. I quickly made 3 best friends. Natasha, Morgan, and Liz. Also I met a boy but that will come later.  My English professor was very gay so it made class entertaining. One time someone said to him “I like your purple scarf!” and he just replied “its plum”. Gay guys and their fashion. Stress management on the other hand was the best class anybody could take. Meditate=Nap time. It was glorious. Math well, was math hard and confusing. My intro to college studies class was a joke and simply boring. Thats where I met my other half, Liz. After me and her became friends we were officially Liz squared. Our professor either dressed like an Ozian or the Mayor of Munchkin Land and she acted like the wicked witch of the west. Boy that class was interesting.

In the meantime I joined WMCC THE PULSE the Mcc radio station and became a trained DJ and ran my own radio show and also did morning show everyday. That was a blast and then it became to political and I quit for the longest time. Winter came and I passed all my classes. My Intro to college studies and english though didn’t count towards my GPA due to not being credit courses. I landed an A in stress management. I passed math with a D. That is when I started going down hill and bit by bit give up. Spring semester came and I took on 18 credits and screwed myself over. One class was so boring and not interesting I stopped showing up.My anthropology class so boring  I didn’t do the work and the tests were way to hard. Public speaking I did alright in. I did the speeches but I never did any of the written assignments. I was going down a little bit faster.

SUMMER ENGLISH 101 with Professor James Nelson: Nightmare

I took 2 summer classes going into my second year of college. One was BIO that I failed. And the other was English 101. First day of class we meet James Nelson. Southern man and Batman wannabe. Ok this shall be interesting. Every class he started out showing us a music video trying to see of we could figure out the hidden meaning in the songs. One day he showed us Katy Perry’s |”California Girls” music video and wanted us to see all the adult humor within the music video. It is noticeable we aren’t stupid. And then for what seemed like everyday, we watched three different versions of “Somebody that I used to know” that got old pretty quick. The entire period of the course was five weeks. James Nelson did not teach us anything in this course. He just assigned papers and took volunteer papers to “rip apart” in class. After our first paper was turned in and everyone received their grades, the next week in class we went from a class of 25 to a class of 10. I knew I should of withdrawn from the course since I failed the first paper. Our next paper was based on a movie of our choice but it had to be PG or G rated. After choosing a movie, taking notes and then writing a paper to submit. I learned very quickly if he does not agree with your opinion whether or not you had a strong thesis and strong arguments it did not matter in the end. Only his opinion on the movie was right and he automatically failed the paper. It happened to almost all of my classmates. By the last week of class there were maybe six of us that stayed even though we knew we were going to fail anyway. Word of advice, If you ever go to monroe community college DO NOT TAKE ANY CLASSES WITH PROFESSOR JAMES NELSON.

Fall came and I fell into the same patterns. Depression skipping class not doing the work because I was told that I do not write at college level writing standards. I felt like a loser and that I should just give up entirely and that is basically what I did. I did an internship at Entercom Radio. But I was starting to see that even where I am now, Im not going to graduate and after this I’m not sure what I am going to do anyway. I gave up completely for fall and spring semester.

 

The Ugly Truth. 

For those of you who have read my blogs before, you know that depression and self harm are struggles of mine. And with the heavy burden hanging over me with my parents thinking I had a 3.0 and graduating this spring. Where in reality I had a 1.0   I always used to lie to get me out of situations like this one. But now it was starting to pile on. They already knew that I got denied from SUNY OSWEGO and SUNY CORTLAND. So the truth had to come out. And as I started explaining everything I saw their reactions and there wasn’t any anger in their expressions. They were understanding and its as if they knew already and agreed with me that college is not the right path for me. But I felt like I had to go to college to make them happy. I even then had confessed about my depression and self harm. And that is when they cried with me. And now its all over. Its all better kind of. I have learned that no matter how ugly the truth is. You feel so much better when the truth is finally out. No matter what the situation may be, being honest is always the number one solution and I am happy that I finally have decided to come clean.

 

What lies for the future?

Now that the truth is out I can finally start planning for the new beginning. Just yesterday I had an interview at Maplewood Nursing Home in Webster to possibly get into their CNA training class program and to become a certified Nurses Assistant. This possible career could lead into something more permanent or advancement into a LPN. But for right now the more important part is making money so I can get out in a apartment with my boyfriend Nick.

Nick

Nick and I met our first day of English class first day of college. But we didn’t really start talking until when both of us were working at the Willamson Haunted Hayride in October. And it went like this. “your the guy from my english class” and nick just said “yup” and the rest is history. We have been together for 1 year and 8 months. and I am so happy I met   him. Nick has really been here for me through thick and thin and supports me with everything that I do. Nick is a Automotive student for GM and currently works at Hoselton Auto Mall. I am very proud of him for he has his inspectors license and also knows how to do oil changes and tire rotations. But sorry ladies he’s my mechanic only. Nick treats me right and spoils me and is still surprising me everyday. I don’t know what I would do without him. I probably would be lost or may not even be here. But he has kept me here and has helped me grow stronger. He has helped me become a better person and has taught me how to love myself. I love him with all my heart and he is the one that I am going to marry one day. ❤

June 18, 2016 by Elizabeth Maier